Today woke up at 0610h to prepare bkfast tobring to work. Made extra set as i've already "owned" Mr Wesly for very long liao.. haha finally no own him le.. hahaha... was rushing for time, cos left my uniform in camp, gotta reach office by 0745 sharp, else gotta write statement. hahaha.. n at 0708, i was still waiting for e ferry service at yishun mrt.. wah... when i reach camp, i walk very fast.. cos left abt 15 min for me to climb up to fourth floor to change, tied my hair n back to me office.. wah... long time no kena caught for not tucking in shirt etc etc.. today think i sway lor, so call kena caught by e rsm.. wahaha but ok lah, he oni ask me to tuck in my shirt in a very nice way.. wahahah so stil ok. time passes quickly at work.. b4 i knew it, it was lunch time.. but seriously speaking, e food sucks today n i din eat.. after work, went to emart to get track shoes n socks for me cousin. n then proceed to northpt to pass them to my aunt n after that, went up to meet an insurance agent whom was introduce to me via a fren. e savings plan was rather gd n i was pretty interested in it. but i din sign up today cos i wanna check sth with my uncle first. so tat i can utilize my money fully.. iniwanted to go to sim lim de.. but e guy talk for so long til i very sian liao so i went home.. hmmm.. still thinking wat to get for my baobei on his bday... hmmm.. really shang nao jing o... sobsob... hmm.. then played rose online, gain a lvl n i stop cos think i still not used to 3d game ba.. i felt giddy after awhile.. haha so i gotta stop. then watch anime, bath n hv dinner n here i am typing my bloggy..

hmmm.. shall give a brief update of wat happen past few days.. lotsa up n downs... went to pc fair at expo on sat.. help my cousin to sign up for bradband services.. e pc fair was quite a disappointment cos nth much to see.. wahahahha... tried to upload songs into e ipod shuffle but i failed.. dunno wat's wrong with it.

sis show pattern again on that day.. was really mad at her for being dishonest again. but i guess she is still in e stage of growing up.. still cannot tell wat is right n wrong ba.. was very heartbroken n disappointment with her.. cos she broke her promise over and over again.. but i am still willing to trust her.. i am hoping that she can prove to me that she can be trusted.. i really looking forward to the day. i hope she can really understand this.. i can be very unreasonable at times.. n i guess maybe they cannot understand y i am behaving in this way. but being e eldest in e family, this is part of my responsibilities.. if i noe tat there is danger ahead, of cos i hv to stop of prevent them from going towards it, but they can nv understand.. cos they are not in my shoes.. i dun feel gd scolding them, lecturing them.. but i hv to do it. if i had a choice, u think i would like to be in my position ma? but there is no if in this world, cos if there is, there won't be any beggers ard already. so i've already accepted the fact that these are my responsibilities n i will not wrong away from it. hmmm.. but i'm glad e guy proof me wrong, at least from e way he talk, i can sense tat he is rather mature in his thinking.. but still i hope my sis can concerntrate in her studies first.. cos it's e crucial thing for her at this moment.. i wish tat she will not be like me, i hope tat each and everyone of my sis to do better than me, i hope they can at least get a dipploma n not like me, i wanna them to hv a better life than wat they are hving right now.. i'm trying hard to make them live in a better environment, but i hv my limits too... i hope they can find a gd job, get a gd husband n live happily when they grow up. i hope that they can provide their children much more better than wat my parents n i provide them with now. i really hope for alot alot... but i wonder if they ever will come true... n if i could see them succeed in life.. cos life is so unpredictable..

hmm.. started counting down to e day of our bkk trip.. haha as from now, 15 days to go. hahaha so happy.. can't wait to go.. keke.. will be e 3rd overseas trip with bb le.. hehe.. really hao happy. 3rd June was my grandma birthday.. again it was held at forest hill condo.. again it's just outside my camp.. haha abit sehz.. gotta see me camp almost 7days a week.. wahahaha.. but today was dif from e previous gathering held there.. cos today we din bbq.. instead we pot luck.. each family were to come up with a dish or two.. so in e end.. we end up hving buffet.. wahahah it was in fact alot more than buffet.. hahaha i filled my plate full of food n bb was really shocked n he commented " wah, first time i see u eat soooooo much!" hahaha cos usually i eat very little, but tat day har.. hahaha almost every dish minus those pork dishes were all my favourite lor.. kekek tat was e reason y i ate so much lor.. kekeke.. after dinner, was busy clicking clicking n cling away on me camera.. taking photo of e kids.... haha...javier was so photogenic.. n he was soooo cute.. ekekeke...

hmm... bb dragged me along when his dad needed someone to show his thailand frens ard.. so last sunday of may, we brought the thai people to tour ard singapore.. e experience was quite fun.. but end up i did all e talking n bb just kept quiet.. really cannot accept e facts that he used to be a part time jap tour guide leh.. or is it e jap gals more kawaii tat's y he talk talk talk so much then.. wahahah... anyway, it was great lor.. long time no go bird park liao n got a chance to go that day.. n had a very great feast at pasir panjang food center.. wahahaha whole table of seafood lor.. it was simply delicious man.. hahaha.. tat explain y i put on weight liao.. hahaha think last yr this time i was thinner.. hahahaha

hmmm.. basically i am still doing very well.. kekek... haha not forgeting we had sushi yesterday.. haha cos watch japan hr n was influence by e program.. haha so i suggested hving sushi n bb agreed.. kekeke... hmmm.. bb mentioned that we r doing so very well recently.. cos last time we still will hv bickers n arguement over tiny issue.. kekek recently, none of that happen... haha i think it's pretty gd n cool too.. hahaha.. but sometimes, sometimes lah.. i will be very cheeky n taoqi lor.. haha.. hmmm.. i like e way we are now too... n hope that it will remain like this.. hehe.. argh... going to crack me head again... argh.. how how how?? wat to get for my baobei ne?? dunno wor......